bella


only after having met you did i rediscover that it's such a simple thing to be happy

➵ 23
➵ she/her
➵ gemini
➵ currently: mxtx and fe3h
➵ NOT spoiler free!!!

novels

mdzs
wwx, lwj, wn, lxc, juniors
my first mxtx novel ;w; it will always hold a special place in my heart
i will fight to the death for jiang cheng's happiness

svsss
lbh, sqq, lqg, gyx
avid supporter of bingqiu but boy will i lay my life down for liushen

tgcf
hc, xl, sqx, yh
y'all i can't even...
dianxia i will follow u to the ends of the earth even if it means eating 75 yr old buns off the ground
i love sqx more than i love myself

anime/manga

banana fish
asheiji, shorter, sing

dengeki daisy
kurosaki tasuku

doukyuusei
kusakabe hikaru, sajou rihito

gintama
okita sougo, sakata gintoki

idolish7
yaotome gaku, yotsuba tamaki, osaka sogo

kamisama hajimemashita
tomoe

loveless
agatsuma soubi, aoyagi ritsuka
justice for ritsuka

maid-sama
usui takumi

noragami
yato

ten count
shirotani tadaomi, kurose riku

touken ranbu
yamanbagiri kunihiro

uta no prince sama
shinomiya natsuki, mikaze ai

yuri!!! on ice
yuri plisetsky

➵ i love writing so much even though every time i open word i just stare at the screen for 10 minutes before switching to twitter

➵ currently working on a modern au hualian fic!!! here's a snippet:

With Hua Cheng’s company, several months passes in what feels like the blink of an eye. Xie Lian and Hua Cheng have established some semblance of a routine where they visit each other at least three times a week. Sometimes they share meals, other times they play games. Qi Rong has grown more accustomed to seeing Hua Cheng in his living space and doesn’t try so desperately to drive him away—though he’s still wary.



Their tutoring sessions go smoothly as ever, with Xie Lian guiding Hua Cheng as best he can. Hua Cheng has developed this sneaky habit of following Xie Lian to his library office and relaxing on the floor against one of the walls while Xie Lian delves into his world of research. Hua Cheng doesn’t bother trying to initiate conversation in those instances; he tried a few times and all he received in response was some nonsense mumbling from Xie Lian who was too immersed in his work. The silence and lack of attention doesn’t bother Hua Cheng, though. He’s content enough with Xie Lian’s presence.



One thing that has remained unchanged is the way Xie Lian’s heart races anytime Hua Cheng smiles or sends a particular look his way. The endless teases that leave Hua Cheng’s lips would have anyone thinking the butterflies on Hua Cheng’s eye patch somehow flitted to Xie Lian’s stomach, fluttering about wildly.



Xie Lian has a vague idea of what to call that feeling, but he suppresses it. There’s no need to ruin a perfectly good friendship with feelings unknown.